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~~Day 1 - My best friend~~
~~Day 2 - My crush .~~
~~Day 3 - My parents .~~
~~Day 4 - My sibling .~~
~~Day 5 - My dreams .~~
~~Day 6 - A stranger .~~
~~Day 7 - My ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush .~~
~~Day 8 - My favourite internet friend .~~
~~Day 9 - Someone I wish I could meet.~~
~~Day 10 - Someone I don't talk to as much as i'd like to.~~
~~Day 11 - A deceased person i wish i could talk to.~~
~~Day 12 - The person i hate most/caused me a lot of pain.~~
Day 13 - Someone i wish could forgive me.
Day 14 - Someone i’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - The person i miss the most.
Day 16 - Someone that’s not in my state/country.
Day 17 - Someone from my childhood.
Day 18 - The person that i wish i could be.
Day 19 - Someone that pesters my mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - The one that broke my heart the hardest.
Day 21 - Someone i judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - Someone i want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - The last person i kissed.
Day 24 - The person that gave me my favorite memory.
Day 25 - The person i know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - The last person i made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - The friendliest person i knew for only one day.
Day 28 - Someone that changed my life.
Day 29 - The person that i want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - My reflection in the mirror.
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Into people's shoe.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012 @ 10:20 PM

You will never understand until you personally experience or do it yourself.

New year has been good, except for day 2 where i quarreled with my mom over th color of my shirt. :(
Met up with my cousins which we hardly did for th past few years.

Have been always wanting to blog about this topic, but has always been procrastinating about it.

My mom has been working alot these few days. Normally she would work on just every weekends, or perhaps some Friday and on Monday.
Speaking about which, i had another quarrel session with my mom relating to this too. :( , which i would share later.

Being a housewife isn't easy. What's more is that you're th only one that's supporting th family. That's my mom.
She has to work on th weekends, she has to take care of th 3 of us on th weekdays, still worrying for us even on weekends. Doing house chores on weekdays. It may seem very normal in a typical house hold in Singapore, but until you did th housewife's part.
When you wake up in th morn, you have to start washing clothes, noon came and you cook lunch, after eating carry on with th pile of laundries, sweeping th floor, mopping th floor. Evening hit and start preparing dinner. After dinner wash dishes, carry on with laundry with th addition of more after th children got home from school or outside. Night time, rest for awhile, bring in clothes, fold clothes, boil water,rest, finally sleep.
This goes on for a cycle over and over.
Th worse is that no one's helping you. Even if they're at home.

I did all these things except for th morn part because i'm schooling obviously. And i totally understand how it feels like, when th person at home should do their part, but they didn't do it, and you had to do it all by yourself.

Now i'm even more gratitude.

Thanks God for such a mom. ;')

Thanks God for situations in life that make me understand th reason why.

Th sat that just had just past, i worked in th restaurant my mom's working in. So th thing is this : Th restaurant she is working for is lacking of man power, and she asked my sis to go over to work, but she's working. Then my mom asked me. I rejected as we'll be celebrating lorraine and chenming's birthday. But my mom keep pushing me, so i had no choice but to say just 1 day.
I have no options to chose whether i want to work or not.
My mom promised th boss that i'd go for just 1 day.
On th day itself, i went down and for some reason i was super mad. I'm fuming inside. I even learnt that th reason why th boss children ain't 'working' that day is because they had to study. That is th boiling point. So they had to study i don't need to ?
Reality struck me hard. Real hard. It's different how a boss children and a employee's children is being treated.
I tried my best to chill, but i can't. I was totally on eruption like a volcano, and i was having a bad attitude. Even to everyone there.
When i'm super mad, don't talk to me because you'll get it even when you're innocent and even if i tried to chill. I was putting on a long face.

Thankfully i've a aunt that explain to me that th devil is robbing me of my smiles, and she proclaimed in th name of Jesus that th anger be gone.
After a few mins or so, there's this peace in my heart and from that moment onward i was working with such peace.
What guilt me is that when i'm totally mad, i gave my mom my angry death stare. :(

I must have hurt her so much. ;'(

Thinking back about it, th look i saw in her eyes.. It was like, 'daughter, i love you so much, th reason why i scolded you , i wanted you to do all these things is because i want to give you th best i could have. I know you're mad, but what can i do? At least, aft today you can have some money. I'll continue giving you my best, my silent one.'

You'll never know th stories of others until when you walk in their shoe. Each fall, each jumps, each run, each pain and joy in every walk.

I don't know what i'm writing about anyways. I'm ain't making myself clear hahahah.

Goodnight.

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